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[captainspain]

 

This is Captain Jack. I'm not in at the moment but drop me a message and I'll get back to you soon. Maybe even sooner if you're cute. Here comes the beep.

BEEP

 
[Need to get in touch with Jack or his mun comment here]

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Re: {Psychic} June 15

[captainspain]

Yes....Doctor you don't think the Daleks.

[Jack leaves the thought unfinished.}

Re: {Psychic} June 15

[borntolove]

I don't know. I don't. I really don't know. Supposedly Kalliste was created in this manner.... But whether or not that someone or something is influencing this - or really does just happen every million years.

[This is where someone would use The Tardis to go back and look at the start of creation but he can't]

Probably best to be prepared for anything at this point.

[Literally anything]

Re: {Psychic} June 15

[captainspain]

What does this kind of thing mean for the Wakened Doctor...you said you weren't sure if my immortality would work here.....

Re: {Psychic} June 15

[borntolove]

[Jack is looking to his Doctor for answers; answers Ten doesn't exactly have]

It means if we care about his place we don't run. We stand together.

[A pause and a soulful but sad feeling with a whisper]

It won't... Nine let himself be killed awhile back ago. He came back a week later.

[Though Ten doesn't know if there's a trade-off for that and a warning]

And don't - don't let yourself be unmade. Because if you do you won't exist at all.

Re: {Psychic} June 15

[captainspain]

I can't....I can't promise that Doctor you know I can't. if I have the chance to help I will whatever form that takes.

[Jack's mental voice is firm and resolute.]

I've seen over 1,000 sunrises that's more than any man gets. I got to tell Ianto I loved him and give him the ending he and I deserved.

[a mental smile]

I'm ready to go if that's what is meant to happen.

Re: {Psychic} June 15

[borntolove]

[Puffy cheeks in frustration and voice is just as firm but also 'fine' undertone] Alright, but remember if you do - your Torchwood will never form. So keep that in mind.

Re: {Psychic} June 15

[captainspain]

Be honest Doctor.....would that be so bad?

We did some good...yes but not much.

My brother...he'd be his own person again.

Re: {Psychic} June 15

[borntolove]

[Angsty Time Lord is angsty; mostly because the power to remove someone completely shouldn't exist]

Can you honestly tell me that you being completely erased would be a good thing?

Re: {Psychic} June 15

[captainspain]

No gas mask zombies not a bad thing right, you take Torchwood One down Torchwood stays down completely.

My team lives maybe a little longer then they actually did.

No Alice of course but you never met her so it wouldn't matter to you.

Re: {Psychic} June 15

[borntolove]

{Jack will feel that Jack is wrong about no gas mask zombies because the gas mask zombies - being able to save everyone after the Time War- though Ten is only reflecting on Nine saying 'Just this once, everyone lives.'}

And I suppose you have the right to take away her existence?

Re: {Psychic} June 15

[captainspain]

It's because of me her son died....maybe it would it would be better I don't know.

But the hurt wouldn't be there.

Re: {Psychic} June 15

[borntolove]

[He's silent for a moment because he does understand this hurt; after all - Adric. When Ten does speak its understanding and a sorry]

If not you - would have been someone else. She could have very well meant to have died.

Re: {Psychic} June 15

[captainspain]

That didn't give me the right to kill my grandson. Millions or one non withstanding he was her son.

Re: {Psychic} June 15

[borntolove]

[Ten's blood turns to ice or at least Jack feels that through their psychic connection - which is the one down thing about psychic connection is not being able to hide things.

Jack will feel old weary eyes staring back at him - in complete understanding of how do you live with yourself when you make those kinds of choices? Those kinds of sacrifices? There's a feeling of Ten's own stomach twisting with the same level of guilt.

Ten leans in and gives Jack a hug. An understanding hug and a forgiving hug. There are also a few tears. There's a weak]

You did the only thing you could do I'm sure. Not that it excuses it but you tried. And that's what matters.

Re: {Psychic} June 15

[captainspain]

Jack accepts the hug and returns it tears slipping down his face. There is no one harder on Jack Harkness then Jack himself and self forgiveness is hard to come by.

It hurts and it will always hurt Doctor....but thank you.