Ten and Jack for genessia

[captainspain]

[Jack sighed and put his journal aside as he stretched and heard his muscles pop. He smiles and shakes his head as he reaches for the glass of whiskey by his right hand and sips from it. ]

Not a young man anymore am I beautiful?  Should really learn to slow down some day before I get into trouble I can't get myself out of.

[He stands up and feels his muscles pop more. He feels the TARDIS brush across his mind as a knock comes at his door.]

Looks like trouble is about to find me looks like. Come on in.

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[captainspain]

[Jack pauses in his stroking and considers the question. What after all this time does he want first? To fuck or to be fucked. He's done both many times. He has a feeling the Doctor might prefer if Jack bottoms first until they learn each others likes and dislikes. He reaches over the Doctor with his free hand and goes rummaging in the nightstand pulling out a couple of condoms and a tube of lube. he gently puts them near the Doctor's hand the invitation clear.]

When it's my turn you wear those until I can learn to read my breeding cycle again. It's been a while.

[borntolove]

[That just really killed the mood - and seems to emotionally withdraw but since they're mentally connected can feel the scarring pain and see the sadness in those brown eyes and verbally states]

Jack - [There's a lump in his thoart] I couldn't impregnant you if I tried.

[Maybe he should have had the talk before hand about the Rasslion Curse that made all the Time Lords sterile but - Rose had made him very horny and he hadn't been thinking straight - at all]

[captainspain]

[Jack looks down at the Doctor sharing in the grief. He moves the condoms back to the nightstand and lets both his hands drift up and cup the Time Lord's face in his hands kissing him deeply. Relief and anguish come through the telepathic connection and when Jack speaks his voice is rough with both emotions.]

Good....believe me Doctor that is a good thing.

[He has no desire for more children after everything he's suffered. No more hearts to break no more choices to make. He just can't anymore.]

[borntolove]

[As they kiss, Jack will feel the following; though their connection. Is it a good thing, Jack? He doesn't know. If he had a choice it would be different. If Rasslion hadn't become so godly to the point of controlling the breeding - not that he hasn't had a family but that was a very long time ago. Many lives ago. If it were possible - well there's no point about thinking about the completely impossible but none-the-less there is a longingly that can be felt.

There are comforting vibes given back as they kiss deeply. Oh, Jack. Jack, he's so sorry that you're so broken and with his fingertips pets the side of Jack's head near his ear and stares into those light blue eyes; when did you get so old?
Then gently pressing their foreheads together sends reassuring telepathic vibes as his two hearts seem to be also hugging Jack.]

[captainspain]

[Jack's eyes shine with unshed tears and his answer is a mix of longing and grief. If he could give the Doctor or Rose that he would in an instant even though he doesn't want it. He knows the joy children can bring and it isn't their fault Jack's experiences had been so bad. He strokes the Doctor's hair gently and his touches turn from desperate want to gentle love. It isn't the Doctor's fault either that Jack is old and weary. It's what happens when you are an immortal on the slow path just trying to do the right thing.

His answering mental hug is full of all the things he can't say out loud to the Time Lord and others in his life who aren't here anymore.]

[borntolove]

[Phyiscaly, Ten gives Jack a slight nose bump and psychically giving mental comforting vibes and then the image in Jack's head of Ten's neck. That's where his spot is Jack as The Doctor - tenderly kisses and gives a slight physic purr with the hair stroking. Then proceeds to unbutton the other's shirt before proceeding to wiggling Jack's pants off.]

[captainspain]

[Jack lifts his hips so that its easier for the Doctor to get his pants off. Of course he isn't wearing underwear either and while his erection flagged a bit during the emotional moment comes roaring back and he's hard and leaking pre come already.]

[borntolove]

[Unforunely, his limbo - limboed out with the mention of not being able to have babies. Though finding Jack apparently is ready to go. Guess that decides how they do this first. There's a good snog before Ten flips himself over and invites Jack in]

[captainspain]

[Jack moans softly and he slides closer to reach and seek with his finger tips trying to find the Doctor's entrance. He doesn't know if things are in the same places on Time Lords as humans and he wants to be careful.]