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From:

borntolove

Ten is wandering around the Tardis trying to find Jack. Hopefully, his old girl will guide him.

From:

borntolove

[Right after hearing Martha's post; 10 sends Jack a psychic ping in you're not gonna like this tone]

Martha's back.....

From The Year That Never Was

[Along with a double heart pinch of Martha doesn't remember - here]

From:

bigbadrose

I need to talk to you ASAP.

I'd rather in person, but that's sort of the point, that I can't.

The Doctor with the collar wants me to keep him company through the nightmares every other night. At minimum!

He also wants his relationship with me to be back before I told him I loved him.

I don't think I can do that. Either of them, but definitely not both.

I slept with the oldest Doctor. Not just fell asleep in his office when the youngest Doctor went back, because he missed Martha, but I mean I shagged the oldest after Fluffy came back from dying too.

I know I'm a monster for being jealous of her.
I know running away isn't enough, and he won't let me go. And that he thinks he has to bring me back.

I trust you.

But I hurt him so badly he forgot months of me on purpose(? At least as a self defense mechanism??) how can I possibly not hurt him if I have to be around?

I know you forgave him for leaving you, but I haven't. And won't. I didn't forgive his oldest either, but that's another story.

I cannot sleep.

Hurting him hurts me.

I want to run away. I want to protect you, and make up for all the times I wish I had. I love Martha too. I know removing me from the TARDIS won't fix anything, and I guess with him like this, it would just get worse.

What do I do? Is there a right answer? I don't think there are any wrong answers though. At least everyone loves each other so much, we're trying with our all, yeah? That's nice. I am proud of us :)

I was already a total brat and other b-words to Martha though :( She forgave me, but I haven't forgiven myself. How much worse will I get if I don't start sticking to lines now?

Also I am weak. Stupid puppy eyes and I forget my point.

Send help.
Love,
Your Rose

From:

borntolove

[It had been a lot of work and no play between Chinny helping with making a place for those who can't take the heat to have a cool place to stay - and having taken all of Monday off to spend with Rose. Ten was behind in the lab. Besides having to catch - he was also trying to not think too much about Chinny and Groucho Max. How they were acting - how alien they were acting without any of their companions around. If Martha tried to communicate as she took what Ten left out; Ten made it very clear that he was behind because of having to handle the heatwave first.

He will ask Martha soon - what is going on with her and Groucho; considering - Donna is going to be hard for both of his older selves. Donna is hard for Ten now. And Chinny and Groucho suffer because of of Ten's choices; with Donna's memories and Rose being in a parallel universe and for some reason and what Ten has picked up from having come back from the dead - apparently is avoiding Jack for some reason?

He can't but be disappointed in himself that Martha is the only one of his companions that seems to have a decent ending.

Ten isn't sure when he finally grew tired - but at some point he decided to nap for just five minutes on the sofa - which was probably a few hours; as when Ten begins to wake up feels someone comforting on lying on him - which turns out to be Koishi. The Doctor gently lifts her off of him and places her back on the sofa.

What time is it? He doesn't have a watch and refuses to get one out of pride. He's the Lord of Time and his life isn't going to be controlled by human-made time on a clock but without a window in the office - he's got no clue.

Ten presses in the passcode for the Chem Lab; and the tables turn in and hide everything and unplugs the cord that's connected to the Tardis.

He can't keep working. All work and no play makes a Doctor a human.

Adrenaline rush.

He could open up the elevators and slide down on the cord.

But - is that all he wants right now?

No. He wants psychic play too.

He asks the Tardis to lead him to Jack and as soon as The Doctor finds Jack- pushes into him; while snogging hard and asking The Tardis to give them a room; which they walk into so they can be alone and pushes Jack into the chair.

And as The Doctor continues to snog the life out of Jack- with a lot of tongue- sends psychic visions into Jack's head with Jack pushing his Doctor against the wall or them swinging nake in that vine swing set.

He could just ask Jack for psychic play but that will lead to shagging and Jack shouldn't know what the 'on' button is because Jack would abuse the heck out of it.]

From:

captainspain

Jack blinks in surprised. It's been a while since he and the Doctor had done this and he wasn't expecting it. "Doctor what the," he says pulling away, "why are you here?"

From:

borntolove

[See icon, just see icon]

From:

storiesofmyown

You'll never guess what's happened. Go on, try.

From:

captainspain

Rose finally told Ten where to put his moping?

[Jack is only half kidding on this one.]

What's got you so excited Nightingale?

From:

storiesofmyown

Filing that under 'wishful thinking.'

[ She loves him, she does. Absolutely to bits and pieces. ]

Almost as good: there's another Doctor just arrived. A *female* Doctor.
She's brilliant! Of course, Rose has already wound her around her
 finger so I'll probably never see her. But yeah, she's lovely.


Oh, and you won't have any trouble guessing who's all po-faced
over her. Three guesses and they're all right.

Edited Date: 2018-11-15 01:52 am (UTC)

From:

captainspain

Well, well, well that is interesting. I was wondering if body changes meant gender changes too.

I'm also not surprised the lads are line facing....they are a bit set in their ways.

From:

storiesofmyown

That's a kind way of putting it. 

Anyway, I've offered her one of the flats in the Pond house. I don't
know she'll take me up on it, but she'll be needing friendly faces that
don't have an agenda for her next six years in Genessia.
Might do a Sunday dinner or something, after the masquerade.

From:

captainspain

That sounds lovely. I'd love to meet her and pick her brain a bit. Get a feel for her kids so I can help them if I ever go home. A companion support group and all that.

From:

storiesofmyown

Sounds like she may be a bit *new*. But she's sure to
love you for asking. Was right worried about her human friends
on the network.


I admit I'm curious what else is different about her.
She's bloody cheerful compared to 'the lads'.

From:

borntolove

You wanted to talk to me?

From:

captainspain

Yes...so is the new guy another you or?

From:

borntolove

No. Even in our universe, the human shape existed before Earth. I don't know why he has my face. That should be impossible.

From:

captainspain

It's interesting....I never thought of you as a red head.

From:

borntolove

I don't understand it. Oh, always wanted to be ginger, me. First thing I asked Rose, actually when she saw this face of mine.

From:

captainspain

You'd look good as a ginger....hell you'd look good with any color hair.

From:

borntolove

Or no hair? Or two heads?

From:

captainspain

Fishing for compliments today Doctor....I don't love you just for your looks you know that yes?

From:

borntolove

I mean- you're absolutely an eyesore to look at

<3

From:

captainspain

Flatterer.

From:

borntolove

Oh? And you're not?

From:

captainspain

I'm just speaking the truth Doctor.

From:

borntolove

So was I. Don't know what I'm going to do with you.

Anyways, don't worry about my form changing anymore.

From:

captainspain

Enjoying it is on the table.

Change is always good.

From:

borntolove

I'm tired of changing. Besides, I like this me.

From:

captainspain

I like this you too...even the chatty bits.

From:

borntolove

Oi! I was chatty before, wasnt I?

From:

captainspain

You did have quite a mouth yeah...it gave me fun things to think about.

From:

borntolove

Glad. Don't stop thinking.

From:

captainspain

Not planning on it....I've had some lovely dreams lately.

From:

borntolove

Oh? What of?

From:

captainspain

You of course...and Rose...and me doing some lovely things to each other.

From:

borntolove

Of course

From:

captainspain

It would be nice if it wasn't a dream, but I'm trying not to push you.

From:

borntolove

Thank you. And it's - well - been a long time for me - I really don't know how to get on.

From:

captainspain

I am willing to wait for as long as it would take for you to get there.

From:

borntolove

You can. Not sure if Rose can.

Sorry, let's not keep talking about how you both want sex.

I understand it's important for both your humanness.

But I don't understand why, more so with you. Doesn't serve any breeding purpose.

From:

captainspain

Because I enjoy giving people pleasure and seeing them enjoy themselves.

It's fun for me.

From:

borntolove

Right. Sorry.

I'm thinking too much, aren't I?

From:

captainspain

It's okay Doctor...it's been known to happen.

From:

fallendragon

[On the 24th Jack will find a box with his name on it along with a holiday card that reads,]

Merry Christmas!
- Arrakis Faylare

[Inside are a small bag of chocolates and a personalized chess set!

His chocolates are star shaped since he has traveled among the stars. They are mildy spicy with a hint of coffee and cinnamon. Arrakis doesn't know Jack that well yet but all castlemates are like family to him and cinnamon is a comforting taste for Arrakis, and he knows Jack likes coffee.

His chess set is white and black marble with flecks of silver for the black parts so it sparkles like stars. Carved on the bottom of one of the black knights are Arrakis's initials, AF.]

Edited Date: 2023-12-23 04:07 am (UTC)

From:

anything_grows

[ It was only by chance that Willow learned that the Doctor and Jack lived together. In the morning if they step outside, they will find a dried flower wreath hanging on the door of the castle, delivered by the mail mice. Attached to the wreath is a tag. ]

To the Doctor and Captain Jack,

Happy Holidays!

- Willow

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